I went to look for work. as a traveling salesman, with my bag full of files, printed CV, names and dates, city map, addresses and phone numbers. sometimes they do not have to think about what I'm doing, but only how to do it. just so I can focus on the important stuff without feeling too much weight too emotional for my actions. I tried to imagine how a woman on vacation, running in three cities a day for pleasure. I tried to walk slowly so as not to tire, to measure time, to keep the heart beat down, so do not let the frenzy to spoil the finish while. so I walked with calm energy with clarity. I spoke, I learned to say what they wish with calm and conviction. I learned that to sell you need to assimilate. I learned to do all that it takes incredible strength, I'm afraid not to be brought to the sale. especially myself. I go by train as a puppet and I try to open the book. but my eyes do not hold, neurons exhausted, collapse into a sleep that only children have equal, that sleep which marks the physical needs of recovery efforts. and mental health. ten minutes after I wake up new. it's amazing and wonderful. recommenced.
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